So tomorrow is July 2, 2013.
A year ago, My Beautiful Grandma Jaylene passed away.
I miss and think about her everyday. I wish that I can see her beautiful face. I feel like it is some kind of dream. It is almost like a faint memory. I have so many thoughts running through my head. All I know is, is that I am grateful to able to be her granddaughter. She is an amazing women. I love her so much and I know that she knows that.
It is hard for me to comprehend that she has left this earth. I still have a long time here on earth and to think that I won't be able to talk or see her again for a while kind of kills me inside. Even though I didn't talk to her everyday, I thought about her everyday.
Sometimes I wish I could have talked to her more, but I know that I have told her how much I love her.
It was one of the hardest things that has happened to me in my life.
I haven't really gone through anything except for my grandmas passing, and what happened to my best friend sister, Mal.
I couldn't imagine my life without the Gospel of Jesus Christ.
I wouldn't have been able to get through these hard times without the Savior and the Spirit.
I know that I was being held in His arms throughout this whole experience because I was so weak and was barely able to make it. But I made it through because of Him. I made it through because of my family. I made it through because of my husband, Preston. I am so lucky to have so many wonderful people in my life. Without them, I wouldn't be here.
I wouldn't be who I am.
My Grandma has taught me so many things. She was so loving and so caring. She loved family. She loved animals. That is where I believe that I learned how to love animals.
Animals are such an important thing in my life. I learned to love them by her example.
I really wish I could say thank you to you Grandma, for teaching me how to love.
I couldn't me more grateful. She still lives in our families hearts.
You are wonderful and you are missed everyday here on Earth.
I know that you are working hard up in Heaven.
I can't wait for the day that I will be able to see you and give you a BIG hug.
I love you Grandma.
Keep watching over us.
