1 Year Later...

So tomorrow is July 2, 2013.

A year ago,  My Beautiful Grandma Jaylene passed away.

  I miss and think about her everyday.  I wish that I can see her beautiful face.  I feel like it is some kind of dream.  It is almost like a faint memory.  I have so many thoughts running through my head.  All I know is, is that I am grateful to able to be her granddaughter.  She is an amazing women.  I love her so much and I know that she knows that.

It is hard for me to comprehend that she has left this earth. I still have a long time here on earth and to think that I won't be able to talk or see her again for a while kind of kills me inside. Even though I didn't talk to her everyday, I thought about her everyday. 

Sometimes I wish I could have talked to her more, but I know that I have told her how much I love her.

It was one of the hardest things that has happened to me in my life.

I haven't really gone through anything except for my grandmas passing, and what happened to my best friend sister, Mal. 

I couldn't imagine my life without the Gospel of Jesus Christ.

I wouldn't have been able to get through these hard times without the Savior and the Spirit.

I know that I was being held in His arms throughout this whole experience because I was so weak and was barely able to make it.  But I made it through because of Him. I made it through because of my family.  I made it through because of my husband, Preston.  I am so lucky to have so many wonderful people in my life.  Without them, I wouldn't be here. 

I wouldn't be who I am.

My Grandma has taught me so many things.  She was so loving and so caring.  She loved family.  She loved animals.  That is where I believe that I learned how to love animals.

Animals are such an important thing in my life. I learned to love them by her example. 
I really wish I could say thank you to you Grandma, for teaching me how to love.

I couldn't me more grateful. She still lives in our families hearts.

You are wonderful and you are missed everyday here on Earth.

I know that you are working hard up in Heaven. 

I can't wait for the day that I will be able to see you and give you a BIG hug.

I love you Grandma.

Keep watching over us.